something also needs to be done about all this boring ass school. i wish it would go away forever. ok, thats a lie. but i wish it wasnt so damn boring. in january it should be better. i hope, i hope. ive been on my old screen name all day today hoping to catch my ex roommate on and i just did. well, he caught me. cause i didnt seem him on till his window popped up. anyhow, hes got a girlfriend. shes 47 (hes like 50 something, i think), jewish (so is he) and got three kids and (he loves kids). i should probably go over there to visit some time soon.
oh, i went poop. it was a little poop. a bad poop, but much didnt come out. like 10 minutes afterwards i felt like i had to poop again :o\ that feeling has gone away since, though. need to remember to buy stool softeners (thanks moonie!). i have laxatives but they are not good for me. so i can NOT forget next time i go to the store i will, anyway. i always do). i think im gonna start the atkins diet. bet i could lose a lot on that since all i eat is ramen and spaghetti. before i left wa i ate a ton of potatoes too. my skin is so dry in this weather and i cant afford for it to stretch anymore. im hoping no one will notice my lovely stretch marks ive gotten so far once theyre not dark fuckin red anymore.
ok. i guess i should sleep now or ill never wake up in the moring. night night.
i also need to smile more often. it makes me look younger & prettier. no wonder people are always telling me to smile.
oh. last but not least. i think this dude in school kissed my hand while he was laying on my lap, today. im not sure. he seems to enjoy putting his head in my lap a tad too much. i could have swore he kissed my hand. since i wasnt sure if he did or no, just played it off like i didnt notice. now i just gotta remember not to let him get to close to me. heh. hes still the homie.