xangelicdestinyx: i think youre quicker to trust than i am
prophei: prolly, you are extremely paranoid =]
prophei: it is such a shame you are so scared of it tho, you have good lips for giving bj's
xangelicdestinyx: gfsdil ghdkfjghldfkjghk.
xangelicdestinyx: youre bad
xangelicdestinyx: EVERYONE SAYS THAT. youre all going to hell, or some variation thereof.
james is an asshole cause he doesnt have my hooker picture as his buddy icon anymore. which i forgot i had up till just a few minutes ago (probably why mike made fun of my big fat lips). i should change that. i dont want random people think about my lips and their dick while were chatting :o\ :oP
ive been sleeping a lot. im impressed. didnt even go out last night cause i thought going to sleep would be a better idea. mmm sleeeeep mmm.
the time on my cell was messed up again the other day. i wonder whats up with my phone. i already know i dont have good service here but its not like the time isnt dependant on a satellite. the clock should be ok even when i dont have service.
now im just sittin around listening to MJ, GM, and the big M, cause im gay like that.
so ive been trying to figure out how much i would be needing to make a year from now to buy a house. looks like i might be able to do it. the school loans might be a problem, though. maybe the first year i should worry more about paying everything off... or not. i want my own house, damnit. i need to figure out how much i owe and to who. once i figure all that out, ill make my ~120$ payment a month to pay my school loans, try to pay jeff and my credit cards off. credit cards first since theyre charging me interest, and jeff gave me the cash so i wouldnt have to pay it, cause its high. though, its like 6 months later and owe a shit load on my card, again! im thinkin about trying to figure something out where i wont have to pay rent for a few months so i can pay most everything off and save a bit before i move. dont know if i can stay here, though. maybe jeffs, or rent a room for cheap. things will be pretty ghetto for a while. oh well, ill worry about that then. as long as i dont have to live in my old apartment or something like it, ill be happy.
i bit my lip last week while eating. my bottom teeth got caught on the backing of my labret and now it hurts like hell to have in, cause it rubs against the cut. its gonna turn in to a sore, i bet :o\ i had to take the pericing out and stick something without a backing (toothpick) in the hole. im still trying to decided if i want to leave the house this way.
got my massage table. i cant tell how ghetto the foam is. i dont feel the boards, but im not that heavy. im waiting for glen to get off work so i can get lunch/give massage. he can tell me what the table feels like to him. i think im gonna keep it not matter what. the head cradle isnt adjustable, though, and it didnt come with a bolster :o\ oh, well. i am just not ready to spend 500$ - 800$ on a proper table. what ive got now is good enough, i suppose. its fuckin heavy though. i couldnt even get it in its carrying case :o\
hes quite good at quoting my favorite movies.
xangelicdestinyx: feed me
xangelicdestinyx: or food
turtlehead: You remind me of the babe.
xangelicdestinyx: feeeeed me
turtlehead: The babe with the power.
xangelicdestinyx: new fav movie
xangelicdestinyx: a knights tale
turtlehead: Better a silly girl with a flower than a silly boy with a horse and a stick
turtlehead: Love has given me wings so I must fly.