June 15th, 2000

shhh

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i like moderndaycowboy's new "N/A" message on icq... "I'm out pimpin it... Take a number and I'll pimp you when I get back. Except for AngelicDestiny, she doesn't need a number... she's pimpin me..." :o)
shhh

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i look like shit and my friend is gonna try and make me go to stigmata with her... I DONT WANNA GO!!! :o/ i think ill throw a fit if she shows up and tries to drag me out of my house :o) that will be fun ;o) why the hell am i so antisocial??? if i do end up going i think ill have a little something to drunk to loosen myself up a bit :o)
shhh

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oh, i took 2 pictures for my fiend last night so she could make that collage :o) they didnt come out good cause i dont have any lights :o/ but they will do i suppose :o) she says she will use the first one i sent her
shhh

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"If ever words were spoken
Painful and untrue
I said I loved but I lied
In my life
All I wanted
Was the keeping
Of someone like you
As it turns out
Deeper within me
Love was twisted and pointed at you

Never ending pain, quickly ending life --

(Chorus)
You keep this love, thing, child, toy
You keep this love, fist, scar, break
You keep this love

I'd been the tempting one
Stole her from herself
This gift in pain
Her pain was life
And sometimes I feel so sorry
I regret this the hurting of you
But you make me so unhappy
I'd take my life and leave love with you

I'd kill myself for you, I'd kill you for myself --

(Chorus)

No more head trips"
shhh

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"I fucked your girlfriend last night.
While you snored and drooled, I fucked your love.
She called me Daddy. And I called her baby when I
Smacked her ass. I called her sugar when I ate
Her alive till daylight. And I slept with her all
Over me, from forehead to ribcage I dripper her ass.
Sometimes I thought you might be spying, living out some
Brash fantasy, but no. You were knocked out. But we were
All knocked out you know. In a way
I serve too many masters.
We didn't know you'd break the bottle that the magic
Came in to use those jagged shards to slit our wrists
And neck. And you'd do it too, you're that kind of dude.
But you wouldn't know what you were doing because
I didn't, your girlfriend could have been a burn
Victim, an amputee, a dead body. But god damn I wanted to fuck.

I'm serving too many fucking masters.
[I told you. I told you motherfucker]"
shhh

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"When they get what they want
They never want it again
When they get what they want
They never want it again

Go on, take everything
Take everything, I want you to
Go on, take everything
Take everything, I dare you to

I told you from the start
Just how this would end
When I get what I want
I never want it again

Go on, take everything
Take everything, I want you to
Go on, take everything
Take everything, I want you to"
shhh

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its not half as hot outside as it is in my house :o( once again i went to the liquor store to get some water with no make up on and i havent brushed my hair since i got out of the shower but the perverts were still making noises at me :o/ evidently my princess dress is sexy or something... its purple and goes all the way down to the floor!!! i just dont get it :o/
shhh

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the chick making the collage ---> "This morning, I went to the hospital with a kidney stone attack and passed a stone, but I've been feeling like crap all day." ...how sad, poor girl :'o(