June 30th, 2000

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The Bondage Song (London After Midnight)

Innocent child, how you thought you knew me, understood my ways, my dark needs, the hunt is not the thrill I'm after, I want the kill, the conquest, to be your master, wrap your arms around my pale skin, it's too late to back out, you're in, on your knees and praise your new lord, deeper now, and here's your reward... take me to bed and rip me apart...
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Let Me Break You (London After Midnight)

What on earth went wrong- just tell me what went wrong- can't understand just how you feel- I know the end is near but I no longer fear that what we had was so unreal- why can't you feel it- you had to know- how could you steal it- let me break you- you made it all so mad- love or control gone bad- it seems to me you don't play fair- I've come to know your kind through innocence then blind- believed in something that was never there...
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Shatter (London After Midnight)

You're telling me that I'm the most important thing to you, but can't you see you're killing me with all the things you do, and I really want to believe it's impossible, I really want to believe it's all a dream, but I just can't seem to wake up, I just can't seem to turn on the light, one step off the edge and the world will seem all right. You did it again, yes you in the mirror, you put your faith in a cruel world, All my dead friends come to haunt, harm and hinder, never letting go, here to drag me down to Hell, just say goodbye, Just answer me, what was the point of all that treachery, and soon we'll see the truth behind all of your blasphemy, No never again I'll never trust no one again, I'd sooner slit my wrists and risk discovery of Hell, than stay another moment here where certain Devils dwell...
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Kiss (London After Midnight)

You'll never understand, the meaning in the end, we're standing at the gate, you'll meet the darker fate, your purity and rage, your passion and your hate, you promised more than bliss, with your God and with your kiss, I'm on my knees, I beg your mercy, my soul is my loss, I'm well hung from your cross, Take me, take me in your arms my love and rape me, don't hide behind your rage I know you love me, and always will, you're my possession, of that my love there really is no question, don't hide behind your rage I know you love me and always will. my better half it's true has seen the darker side of you, innocence stripped away, at least I've the brighter fate...
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Where Good Girls go to Die (London After Midnight)

Step into this picture- release all your light- I think God has gone mad here tonight- You can't believe your eyes, control is so hard to keep- obsession can be hell from which you'll never be free- It's all for the taking, here tonight Where good girls go to die- that's where I'll be- Waiting for my love with my heart on my sleeve- Forget about the future- forget about the past. My heart beats so, my hands are cold- please God make this moment last- You seek to fill me- with virtues I lack- I'll turn your pure white wings to pure black. You've pushed too far and now you've lost control can't you see- You thought you were the master but you're down on your knees. It's all for the taking, here tonight- Where good girls go to die that's where I'll be, remembering our love as if it were a disease. Forget about the future- it wasn't meant to last- My heart beats slow my hands are cold- Oh God it's the end at last
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jag: (cut n paste from LJ) I already told you about the whack off thing... I respect you too much to whack off to your web cam, besides, it's not like you're naked or anything. A pretty face is a pretty face but pretty faces aren't really what turns me on.
jag: DON'T WORRY DESTINY, I STILL SPANK IT TO YOU
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okay, so this is the latest news. i had a strange chat with scott... he messaged me and said "Hey, I am giving Melissa a break... Told her I am having problem with her not being decisive... I told her I was going to give her a couple weeks to cool out" was that supposed to be my cue? then he said he said that he liked me (still does) but wrote me off cause i hurt his feelings, but last time i asked him what i did he said couldnt remember :o\ anyway, he asked if i wanted to talk, i said "okay, about what?" he said "anything" and that was pretty much the end of the chat... :o\