July 2nd, 2000

shhh

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im home :o) i went out with james and larry :o) :o) i like them, they are nice boys :o) :o) :o) we went to a rave, they got all hot and sweaty ;o) i saw my old friend leor there. it was kinda strange, but still cool to see him again, hes nice too... just STRANGE... maybe ill talk about him a little more later.

thank you james and larry :o)
shhh

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email...

Date: Sun, 2 Jul 2000 12:53:50 -0700
To: angelicdestiny@angelicdestiny.com
From: Chris <***@aol.com>
Subject: Read This...

Below is the result of your feedback form. It was submitted by
Chris (***@aol.com) on Sunday, July 2, 2000 at 12:53:50
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body: De/Vision - Try To Forget

You
You return in the night
Don't have a person to hold you
And you think about the past time
When you were
When you were still loved

You go to bed alone
Don't have a person to warm you
And you think about your lost love
Then you try to forget

Try to forget, Try to forget
Try to forget
You should try to forget
But you can't forget

You
You don't show your tears but I do
And you hope that someone knows
That you are alone
And takes you
And takes you in his arms

Your secrets are your thoughts
Write them down and start to cry
Write them down and start to scream
Because you know you are alone

Try to forget...

Try to forget, but you can't forget
shhh

(no subject)

one of my nipples is weird... i wonder if it will still work the way its supposed to when i have kids. hiedi says hers it too and cyberpup says its normal, but i dont know... its like someone squeezed it too hard and broke it or something. i try to squeeze it back but it only works for the moment. you cant tell by looking at it but you can feel it :o\
shhh

(no subject)

since i let everyone know about my retarded nipple i thought id share some more...

i have an outie
my hair needs help
i used to bleach all of my hair blonde
i have strong nails
ive had my tongue pierced twice
ive never had a tooth pulled
ive never had a cavity
ive never had my tonsils out
ive never had the chicken pocks, measles, mumps or any of that other crap youre supposed to get when youre a kid
i was born three months early
they had to stick tubes in my stomach cause i wasent eating
i had to stay in the incubator for a month
ive never broken a bone
ive never had a surgery (except for the tubes they stuck in my stomach when i was born)
my mom kicked me out alot since jr. high school
ive been in counseling almost my whole life (im not anymore)
at one point i had some type of counseling five days a week, two of those five days i had counseling twice
in counseling i never really talked about much, mostly about boys :o)
when ever i was having problems they would always say shit like "youre a fighter" or "youre like a cat, you always land on your feet"
most of my favorite teachers and counselors are now kinda like my friends. i still talk to them here and there, and hang out with the ones that arent too far away about once every blue moon
no, ive never needed meds
no, ive never been put in the looney bin
no, im not as looney toons as you all might think
i rarely date
ive never really had a boyfriend
i ditched school alot and if i did decide to show up it was always around lunch time
i cant spell or type worth shit
i dont know how i ever graduated high school
i smoke on and off (off more than on)
i used to live in a light blue pinto
i have lots of scars
i wish i was a spoiled brat
i wish i didnt have to live where i live
i wish i had a car
i wish i had a life
i wish i had a better computer

ummm...
shhh

(no subject)

i am 20 years old
i never met my father
i dont have any brothers or sisters (that i know of)
i have 23 active email addresses
i have 11 aim screen names that a can remember at the moment
i have 3 icq numbers
phones... thats all have to say about that ;o)