July 27th, 2000

shhh

(no subject)

anybody remember that corey/11:11 dude? no??? you know, he never did send me that email like he said he would.

anyway, i found another one...

he was telling me i should be happy because the things around me are so beautiful...
angelicdestiny: now i hate everything i see around me
angelicdestiny: because its so ugly
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Well, that's a start.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Not everything is.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: There are some beautiful things.
angelicdestiny: not in my house
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Yes there are.
angelicdestiny: nope
angelicdestiny: and i have glasses on
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Yes.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Right in front of your monitor.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Right behind your glasses.
angelicdestiny: lame
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: What?
angelicdestiny: "GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: There are some beautiful things.
angelicdestiny: not in my house
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Yes there are.
angelicdestiny: nope
angelicdestiny: and i have glasses on
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Yes.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Right in front of your monitor.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Right behind your glasses."
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Yeah yeah. Okay fine. I find you absolutely picture perfect. You are stomach-tighteningly, mind-stunningly beautiful. All of your features are what I've been trying to capture on paper for the last 6 years. your image is exactly everything I've ever dreamed.
angelicdestiny: youre silly
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Yes.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Do you like that?
angelicdestiny: no
angelicdestiny: thats lame too
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: No, do you like that I'm silly.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Fuck words.
angelicdestiny: why are you going to become anything i like?
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: No. I never change. I was just wondering.
angelicdestiny: ahhh
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: So this is what it's like when God cares nothing for you.
angelicdestiny: me or you?
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Me.
angelicdestiny: why
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: It would take a long while to explain.
angelicdestiny: i have all night
angelicdestiny: and you are supposed to be keeping me awake
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Well, our starting point you already told me is lame.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: That puts a damper on things.
angelicdestiny: ok
angelicdestiny: i take it back
angelicdestiny: now explain
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Hmm. Alright.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: You need a little history first.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Where should I send it to?
angelicdestiny: angelicdestiny@angelicdestiny.com
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: So anyway.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: I have been trying to capture this girl for about 6 years.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: She is perfect.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: She is absolutely carved-in stone, classically beautiful. I want her, forever, immortalized.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: She is what I aspire to become on-level with one day. She is my perfection, in my creation.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: And you are her.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: So you are God, and you care nothing for me.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: And evidently, I am alone as well.
angelicdestiny: i just got the mail
angelicdestiny: let me check it
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Hmm. Okay.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: It's simple enough.
email #1
email #2
email #3
email #4
angelicdestiny: looks like any girl to me
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: That's the problem.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: It should look like you.
angelicdestiny: haha
angelicdestiny: YOU ARE SILLY
angelicdestiny: how many girls have fallen for that one
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: The sad part is, I'm serious.
angelicdestiny: thats funny
angelicdestiny: you know how many times ive heard that one?
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Dunno.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: But regardless, I'm going to crawl away now.
angelicdestiny: http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?itemid=173719
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Ouch.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: I'm a number.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Poor sad Corey.
angelicdestiny: why?
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Okay, well, I am emotionally dead now.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Thank you, and Goodnight.
angelicdestiny: haha
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: I hate girls.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED: Talk to you later.
GUYWHOGOTBUSTED signed off at 11:49:00 PM.
shhh

(no subject)

hmmm... you know what really sad about that last entry? i get that same bullshit from jag and scott. jag says he want to draw me and i think scott said he wanted to paint me :o\ COME UP WITH SOMETHING NEW PEOPLE!!!
shhh

(no subject)

when i was going pee just now it felt like i was doing something wrong, like i shouldnt be peeing and i got freakin scared cause i though WHAT IF THIS IS ONE OF THOSE DREAMS WHERE YOU THINK YOU ARE IN THE BATHROOM TAKING A LEAK AND THEN YOU WAKE UP IN A POOL OF YOUR OWN URINE, but i dont think it is I JUST HOPE I DONT WAKE UP WITH PEE ALL OVER MYSELF cause that would suck BIGTIME
shhh

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S & M (2 live crew)

LET THE BEATINGS BEGI-I-I-I-IN!

[Excerpt from the Cheech & Chong track "Pedro and Man At The
Drive-In," in which a man is whipped and gives cries of satisfaction]

Woman:
"Listen all you motherfuckers! Callin' alllll freaks!
Bull-daggers! Pussy riders! Shit eaters! Dick beaters!
Fags! Sissies! Asshole fuckers, or just plain ol' fuckers!"

Verse 1: Brother Marquis:
I'm a part of this, just like you
I'm a disciple of Satan, with work to do
I'll ride you to your death and squeeze blood from your breast
And work you like a sex slave, you gets no rest
I can see it in your eyes, the devil's deep inside
You're a masochistic freak in disguise
Your love is your pain, and pain is your gain
You'll force the fit just to feel the strain
You worship the bed with your life
Holding sessions of confession every moonlit night
You do it so good, tasting every ounce
Until the last drop, leaving nothing out!

Luke:
S & M! Bring yo' dick-suckin' friends!
S & M! Let the beatings begin!
S & M! Bring yo' momma and her friend!
S & M! Bring all your horny friends!

Verse 2: Fresh Kid Ice
I wear my leather in the summer to every show
With my whip around my neck, I control the hoes
My sexual fantasies must be fulfilled,
Or my tensions will increase, and then I will ill
So I pulled a little girlie, this is what I did
Jumped in the ride, took her to the crib
Rushed her in the room, sat her on the bed,
Grabbed her by the ass and she gave me head
Then I turned her over, got it from the back
The pussy was sorry, so the bitch got slapped
Then I took my dick out, laid it on her chest
She put it in the middle, then she squeezed her breasts
As I got some feeling, this is what I said:
"Baby, baby, please! Just a little more head!"

Luke:
S & M! Bring yo' sister and her friend!
S & M! Bring all your hoey friends!
S & M! Bring yo' momma and her friend!
S & M! Let the beatings begin!

Woman:
"Piss dinkers ... overseas ... back off ... fuck off ... make yo' dick
stand or put yo' pussy in yo' hand! You want it, we got it!"

(Mixx cuts "Fuck me baby!" "Ooh daddy, beat me!"
"Come on and eat me baby!")

Luke:
S & M! Bring yo' dick-suckin' friends!
S & M! Let the beatings begin!
S & M! Bring all your horny friends!
S & M! LET THE ORGY BEGIN!!