i hate the type of girl ive been. i always told myself i wouldnt happen to me, because wasent *that* stupid. i dont ever want to be like that again. i want to go back to being me.
lately my dreams/nightmares have seemed so real.
"life is fairly empty. i got the cards and smiled. we'll
hang out this summer ? i'll do my best to come. how are you feeling
nowadays ? i think about you sometimes, and know i miss it, but don't
really remember how it was.
his response to me...
"thats just regular conversation between us."
isnt that nice.
i spoke to her this morning. she told jag i was being "nasty" to her. whatever. i swear some people just like to start shit.
she told him to mail her from a different address so i wouldnt be able see her telling him that i was so nasty to her. why would she need to hide that? if was nasty, then i was nasty. anyhow, since when have i been one to hide being nasty?
xangelicdestinyx: i apologize for being so "nasty" to you this morning.
devilgirl: you werent nasty
xangelicdestinyx: it wont happen again
he keeps calling here. i hate the sound of his voice. i *really* can not stand it.
fuck, i cant get out of here soon enough. i wish i had a car.
jag: good fight going on lj.. you want dinner ? i could bring
something home like nowish for you.. and then go back to work.. be done
for 2 or so..