i hate the type of girl ive been. i always told myself i wouldnt happen to me, because wasent *that* stupid. i dont ever want to be like that again. i want to go back to being me.
Ok, no problem. Just let me know as soon as you dump him, so that I can join your "waiting list".
Nas
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i havent been getting most of my email lately angelicdestiny@angelicdestiny.com doesnt work at all & angelicdestiny@girlofyourdreams.com only works when it wants to
im hungry. it feels like im about to burp, but my stomach just growls. i think ill make soup.
do you know exactly just how big my thighs and ass have gotten? too big. i keep thinking that my clothes shrink every time i wash them, but but that isnt possible. even the pants ive bought recently (like a few weeks ago) dont fit the way they did when i bought them, and they were bought with the fact that im getting fat im mind :o\
*** bluemoonbear: you hate to give up too easily, but then there comes a point where you say WTF?
"life is fairly empty. i got the cards and smiled. we'll hang out this summer ? i'll do my best to come. how are you feeling nowadays ? i think about you sometimes, and know i miss it, but don't really remember how it was.
jag"
his response to me...
"thats just regular conversation between us."
isnt that nice.
i spoke to her this morning. she told jag i was being "nasty" to her. whatever. i swear some people just like to start shit.
she told him to mail her from a different address so i wouldnt be able see her telling him that i was so nasty to her. why would she need to hide that? if was nasty, then i was nasty. anyhow, since when have i been one to hide being nasty?
xangelicdestinyx: i apologize for being so "nasty" to you this morning. devilgirl: you werent nasty xangelicdestinyx: it wont happen again
he keeps calling here. i hate the sound of his voice. i *really* can not stand it. fuck, i cant get out of here soon enough. i wish i had a car.
disappointed
blah
aggravated
stressed