March 1st, 2001

shhh

:o\

tired, alone, sad.
there nothing to look forward to.
i used to have plans/goals.
i fucked them all up.
i wanted to make him proud.
im glad he doesnt know whats become of me.
i used to be so good.
what a disappointment.
i wonder if people still think about me.
i wonder what they remember when they do.
i wish people wouldnt lie to me.
i know what could make things better.
its not impossible.
maybe it is.
i guess ill have to wait.
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TrioxNZomB: ok you're back on my livejournal
xangelicdestinyx: OH YEAH
xangelicdestinyx: *NOW*
TrioxNZomB: yes
TrioxNZomB: I just forgot
xangelicdestinyx: suuuuuuure
TrioxNZomB: heh
TrioxNZomB: Ok, I left you off cause you are evil and suck the life out of me?
TrioxNZomB: better?
TrioxNZomB: ::smirk::
xangelicdestinyx: how am i evil ?
TrioxNZomB: you're not...
xangelicdestinyx: and how did i suck the life out of you ?
TrioxNZomB: using one of those blue bakers shake straws that could cut a potato
xangelicdestinyx: IM A GOOD GIRL DAMNIT
xangelicdestinyx: and dont you be tellin people otherwise
TrioxNZomB: ok ok
xangelicdestinyx: just kidding
xangelicdestinyx: talk all the shit you want
xangelicdestinyx: i dont give a fuck
TrioxNZomB: Naomi is a sweet sweet P.I.T.A.
xangelicdestinyx: uh huh
TrioxNZomB: Naomi, I fear you
TrioxNZomB: Plain and simple
xangelicdestinyx: as you should
TrioxNZomB: but you are also one of the coolest people I know on the net
xangelicdestinyx: wait
xangelicdestinyx: why do you fear me ?
xangelicdestinyx: you need to have a good reason
TrioxNZomB: You are moody... and I consider you a friend... sort of...
TrioxNZomB: friends can hurt me
TrioxNZomB: not many other people can
TrioxNZomB: unless it is physical
xangelicdestinyx: ahhh
xangelicdestinyx: and because im so evil n stuff
xangelicdestinyx: i see where youre coming from
TrioxNZomB: yep
xangelicdestinyx: uh huh
TrioxNZomB: you give good advice
TrioxNZomB: so your opinion matters
TrioxNZomB: even if no one EVER listens to naomi
TrioxNZomB: not even naomi
xangelicdestinyx: shutup
xangelicdestinyx: DIE WHORE
TrioxNZomB: see name calling
TrioxNZomB: that is mean
xangelicdestinyx: are you gonna cry ?
TrioxNZomB: nope
TrioxNZomB: not right now
TrioxNZomB: maybe later
xangelicdestinyx: tonight ?
xangelicdestinyx: in the dark ?
TrioxNZomB: sure sure
xangelicdestinyx: where no one can see ?
TrioxNZomB: yes... on the floor
xangelicdestinyx: in a ball ?
TrioxNZomB: by myself... uhm hum
TrioxNZomB: yep
TrioxNZomB: like a fetus in a jar
xangelicdestinyx: turn the cam on ?
TrioxNZomB: sure
xangelicdestinyx: YAY

...

he is like *THE* internet whore. i swear.

TrioxNZomB: I want AOL to remove the 160 user limit on AIM so I can add the entire Internet to my list

i didnt even know there was a 160 user limit. HAHAHA
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sometimes others agree

TrioxNZomB: hey, I am sorry we get rough... you do hurt my feelings sometimes
TrioxNZomB: but when I need someone to set me straight you are one of the few people who make sense
TrioxNZomB: even if I completely ignore you
TrioxNZomB: :o)
xangelicdestinyx: heh
xangelicdestinyx: thanks :o)
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    okay okay
shhh

waiting for food...

jag said hed cook dinner for me tonight. he said hed come home by 7, if not 6. it is now 8. i havent eaten all day and im not sure if there is any point in waiting for him. he probably got dinner with jeff instead.
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