November 8th, 2001


hate you :oP

its funny how most of the time ive got 24235134234 chat windows open and it drives me crazy to see that many buttons in my taskbar. now i have none and thats driving me crazy because i have no one to talk to. all my favorite chat people are either idle or not one :o\ i hate all of you for having lives! :oP

i gotta get some laundry done or else im gonna be screwed for tonight. i also need to remember to go to the store so i can buy more sleeping pills. i hate being up all night unless its for a good reason these days. i need other crap too but that can wait, i suppose. tomorrow its job hunt day for me again. ive already wasted most of today. i hate when i do that! oh well. i hope to find a job that i dont hate and that once i start working ill be so busy i wont have time to be bored or awake at 3am. im doing real well with feeling almost normal again. the thought of leaving the house doesnt make me ill like it didnt around this time last year.

oh, i hooked up my speakers again, so now i can listen to music :oD needless to say i have listening to "as the world falls down, within you & underground" by david bowie, over, and over, and over again. it makes me happy. i love labyrinth :o)

now ive got "lets dance & never known a girl like you" :oD
  • Current Mood
    hungry hungry

will you take the pain, i will give to you. again and again, or will you return it.

xangelicdestinyx: hey whore
planiturthian: slut
xangelicdestinyx: bitch
planiturthian: slant
planiturthian: =D
xangelicdestinyx: slant?
planiturthian: whassup?
planiturthian: you are, or are you not, of asian descent?
xangelicdestinyx: not
planiturthian: hm
planiturthian: ::nods::
planiturthian: well that was off the mark then
planiturthian: what ethnicity are you?
xangelicdestinyx: what did you think i was?
planiturthian: I would have guessed white with like 1/8 japanese, maybe
xangelicdestinyx: hahahha
xangelicdestinyx: no shit?
xangelicdestinyx: HAHHAHAHAHHA
planiturthian: ::shrugs::
planiturthian: not like I've ever seen you
planiturthian: =)
xangelicdestinyx: youve seen pics
planiturthian: yes. And they capture your very essence
planiturthian: ::coughs gently::

im puerto rican and italian :oP
  • Current Mood
    amused amused

let me show you the world in my eyes.

getting a full body massage is like being loved by some dude youve never met before. I WONDER IF HELL MARRY ME?@#?!#?

my good keyboard is broken. i hate this one :o\

omfg. im already starting to feel ill from my massage. holy shit, im gonna die. i must have had a shit load of toxins stuck in my body. yuck. if i drink much more water im gonna explode, but i haaaaaaaaaaave to or ill feel worse. someone should come take care of meeeeee. blah :o\

boy, once im healthy im gonna feel so much better after a massage.

oh, and before i forget to post about this. the weather here has been fuckin great. im kinda cold right now, but its been so nice when i go out. not real hot and not real cold. its been very comfortable lately.
  • Current Mood
    loved loved