December 26th, 2001

shhh

la la la

i think im gonna cut my hair today. i really neeeeeeeeds to be cut. im so lazy. i need to get the red/pink color out of my hair too. i think ill do all the cutting today and tomorrow ill dye it. i just hope i dont chop it all off. ive been know to do that. i get all annoyed with my hair and im like GO AWAY then just start choppin. my hair is pretty long now and i keep forgetting that i can put it in a braid. i usually just put it up, then it falls down and i get pissed. then i leave it down and it gets in my way, so i put it up again and the same thing happens. drives me crazy. so from now in im just gonna braid it and hope it stays like that for most of the day. the only time i like my hair is when ive ironed it. it looks so much better when its all doing the same thing. feels nice too.

ok. i know what ill do. ill clean house. exercise. take shower. cut hair. stick it in a braid and leave it alone. then maybe... eat. i dont know whatll come after that. probably nothing. a nap. if decide to actually leave the house to roam the city just end up ill busting out my credit card a few times and hate myself for it later. so i better stay here, get comfy and watch a movie and surf the net.

ok, i screwed up already. i was hoping to get things done before i ate cause i figured it would help me get everything done faster if i got to eat when i was finished. but when i went to go get water for my vitamins, i couldnt help myself. so for breakfast i had: water, v8, a little piece of salami and two chocolate rugala. im such a healthy person :oP my mom should have hid the rugala from me :o\

i im sick of the word "pending" :o\
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    bored bored
shhh

im a genius.

gonna get a job at starbucks and jamba juice then quit once ive mastered all their drinks.

whoa. they just shipped my phone and everything. so i guess ive passed the credit check. woohoo. now i can hit on guys, give them my number and actually have them be able to reach me. im gonna be such the pimp with all my hoes callin me on my cell. heh. yeah right. ill be surprised if the thing rings once a week. too bad my cell number isnt cool like my old pager number :o\ the last four digits of my pager number was 6969.

i still have things pending though :o\
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    thirsty thirsty
shhh

tummy hurts

im a nice girl, with a dirty mind.

i just realized how sweet my visa was to me this xmas. it let me borrow money for a car, cell phone, blanket, book, stuffed animals, and other miscellaneous crap. im hoping the bank will be just as sweet and let me borrow some money for school and to pay off a bit of my enormous credit card bill.

i love/hate my visa.

Saturns Girly: shit
Saturns Girly: now i know why i like talking to you
Saturns Girly: straight up about everything

its funny how some people appreciate it, and other cant deal.
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