September 12th, 2002

shhh

decent day

today was really kick back. just did some sculpting, and thats about it.

one of the girls in my class is a barber and said shell cut my hair for 30$. not bad. shes from poland and *really* pretty. shes always wearing nice shoes too.

my teacher thinks im cool, i think. he says i dont put up with shit, and i dont give it out. he knows i dont like most of my classmates, and i guess hes noticed that i interact well with them, regardless. plus, i never try to defend my work. if its not as good as it should be, i dont argue. ill just curse a lot and try again ;o)

so today was ok. my credit card payment should be on time and i canceled the one i got when i was 16. i couldnt remember to pay it, so i always got stuck with a fee, but it was the only one i had till about a year ago. fuck that. it had to go. i have one with actual money on it now. thats the one im concerned with.

the only guy in my classis gonna let me lay a beard on him tomorrow. i hope i pass, cause then that will mean wont need to test it on our last testing day, and ill graduate on time. hes so sweet. hes still got a test he needs to pass yet he VOLUNTEERED to sit for me. he knew i needed to take the test and said itd be easier for me to do it on him since he has a shadow to follow and itll stick better to that than girls skin. so i said ok. id offer him sex for doing me the favor, but hes gay :o\ ;o) but isnt he sweet. seriously. he could use the time to take his test, but hes letting me go instead. i love him. now lets hope i pass. i think i will... eventually. WHY CANT I JUST USE A LACE PIECE!#%@!%#@!@#! i hate beards.

now i just need to remember to call allstate and have them send something saying i have insurance, so it arrives in time for my next court date. what else. oh, yeah. find work. pay off credit card. pay back school loans. buy car and house. then breath. i think i want to move. what ill do is work a bit here, then think about moving. i think moving would be good for me.

get boxes.
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shhh

oh yeah

i was thinking about yesterday, a year ago today, yesterday (haha). i remember sitting at my computer, i think i was pissed at jag for being alive and talking to scott about the move back to los angeles (hes the one who i was to room with until i jot a job). people were dead, airplanes stopped taking off so i couldnt go anywhere, like i wanted to get on a plane after that! hahaha. jag was trying to keep me there i went whacko and tried to kill him. then he let me go. i remember the look in his face. heh. i think i could tell you exactly what was going on in his head at that very moment. hrm. i think i have a pretty good understanding of how his brain works. scotts too, for that matter. this is killing my high. need to think about something else now....

this weekend im gonna learn how to use my camera and a real camera. yay for photographers. he has a book coming out soon . yay for picture books?

little japanese girl gave me a graham crackers before she left. id forgotten and just found it. yay for little japanese girls with graham crackers.

my back hurts.

sleep.
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