September 19th, 2002


today was ok, i suppose.

my skin is so fuckin dry. the itching is driving me crazy.

oh, yeah. spoke to eddie and he thought he had me figured out by my last post. it was funny. for those of you who couldnt tell i was only kidding. jeez. notice my mood on that post is "amused".

i was boiling water and thought about how i need to eat more often, cause ive lost sooo much fuckin weight. pants that used to be tight, almost fall off of me. its so weird. nothing fits cept for my hooker clothes (short skirts n tight things). oh well. theres no way im gonna throw away or sell the clothes i like, so im just gonna have to hope ill eventually gain more weight. when i went potty, i looked at myself in the mirror. i could pass for 16. i think i lost all the weight i gained while living with jag.

xangelicdestinyx: IM BORED
xangelicdestinyx: I NEED A BOY TO PLAY WITH
xangelicdestinyx: oops cap lock
Emmet13: what kinda play?
xangelicdestinyx: argue probably
xangelicdestinyx: find me someone to argue with
Emmet13: k
Emmet13: what kind of guy you like?
xangelicdestinyx: smart ones
xangelicdestinyx: i dont want to argue with stupid people. that drives me insane.
Emmet13: IM SMART
Emmet13: but im uggggggly
xangelicdestinyx: doenst matter i just want to argue

so im sitting here thinking about who id want to argue with. sometimes i fight and people think "naomi likes to fight. this is good", when its not. all i want is for them to disappear. arguing is fun, though. anyhow, im bored. so im going to sleep.
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