November 14th, 2002

shhh

today im pissed. tomorrow can erase today. i hope it does, instead of making it worse.

there has got to be something i can do, other than fuck with my big ole zit. its soooooo painful. i hate this time of the month. wish id start bleeding, damnit.

guess ill look for my glasses. im gonna be pissed if i have to by another pair, but ill do it even though i have contacts. im already in debit, so whats few more dollars, eh? #$@!$@#!$@#!$@#

jp: wanna come hang out
jp: tonight
xangelicdestinyx: sure
xangelicdestinyx: where are you taking me
jp: to my house
jp: to help me clean out the fish tank
xangelicdestinyx: im busy
jp: lol
jp: ok ok
jp: I will take you to see a movie
xangelicdestinyx: cheap bastard
xangelicdestinyx: still busy
jp: and dinner
jp: and $100.00
xangelicdestinyx: hrm
xangelicdestinyx: ill think about it

ok. less pissed. every time i think about it, im gonna be pissed, though. maybe when im 30, i wont be pissed anymore :o\ i think only one thing would make me not as pissed, and i dont even know if id want that. guess it couldnt hurt. not gonna be an issue anytime soon, anyway, so lets stop thinking about it.
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    blah blah
shhh

ive been having the wierdest dreams

man, my dreams are funny. its almost like having a television. i dont know how im gonna wake up for work, tomorrow. i sleep too much :o\

at least im not in a foul mood anymore. haha. wonder how long this will last. lalala. try not to think about that, and pray no one reminds you. lalala.

life will never be the same againCollapse )

please get your car washed, fluids checked, and maybe used tires this weekend. ok? thanks.

i know you hate to use the phone to call people you dont know, but you need to make phone calls. do that, as well.

see about getting another credit card, too. youre just about fucked. either that or a sugar daddy. yeeeeeeeah, sugar daddy.

at work try not to inhale so much burnt rubber. turn the fan on next time. like smoking isnt bad enough. oh yeah, dont smoke, its disgusting. stay away from people who smoke, as well.

do your fuckin laundry. youre gonna run out of pants.

omfg. on monday go to school and fight them for your papers. how the hell did you forget about that. also, read the text book on more time.

find cute boyyyyyfriend. theres gotta be a decent guy somewhere.

clean again. get more boxes. boxes are better than bags.

clean computer too. burn disks.

sell your crap. why the hell havent you done this already. gawd damn, you suck.
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    bored bored
shhh

i likes this song tooooooooo

Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we've said
goodbye.
Remember me
once in a while -
please promise me
you'll try.

When you find
that, once
again, you long
to take your heart back
and be free -
if you
ever find
a moment,
spare a thought
for me ...

We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but if
you can still
remember,
stop and think
of me ...

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been ...

Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and
resigned.

Imagine me,
trying too hard
to put you
from my mind.

Recall those days,
look back
on all those times,
think of the things
we'll never do -
there will
never be
a day, when
I won't think
of you ...
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    calm calm