November 17th, 2002


this is how bored i am. emode is my savior.

Naomi, your best quality shines through in how Independent you are!

The fact that you're an independent person who is usually able to handle things in a self-sufficient manner really draws people to you! But that's not the only thing. Your answers on the test indicate you're a smart person who is more able to understand complex concepts than many other people are. You are a reliable and dependable person whom others can usually count on, too.

In all, there are 15 qualities that help define you when you're at your best. Those are the traits potential employers, friends, and partners look for in you. What makes you unique is your particular distribution of those 15 qualities.

We've found that your particular combination of qualities is rare — only 3 in 10,000 people share the same general mix of traits. Those are great odds if you're trying to show a potential employer, colleague, friend, or date why you're exactly the right person for them.

Did you know that people who are independent tend to be more intelligent, determined, and have a higher sense of integrity than most?

Naomi, you're smartest when it comes to visual/spatial intelligence

Others may take their environments for granted but not you. Because of your visual/spatial intelligence you really see the world around you. This strength often helps you better appreciate the beauty and detail in everyday things. From shapes in nature to the structure of a fine automobile, a countless variety of things hold your interest.

Having this particular kind of heightened awareness can allow you to form accurate mental images of existing places and objects. In extreme cases, one might call this strength a photographic memory. Being visually/spatially intelligent also means that you likely have a vivid imagination that can be put to use in a variety of creative or professional endeavors.

Did you know?

People who score highly in visual/spatial intelligence tend to think in pictures rather than numbers or words. As a result, they're better at learning from charts or diagrams than from hearing a lecture.

Naomi, you are most afraid of moving forward

Have you ever noticed that you're more concerned about making the "right" decisions than many people around you when it comes to your future? Or do you sometimes worry more than you should about committing to your personal or professional goals or feel anxious that you'll never really be successful? If so, you're not alone. There are many people who share your fear of moving forward.

It can be a real strength to recognize your fears. By being aware of the things that frighten you, you can assess whether fear is helping you or negatively impacting your life. For instance, a fear of moving forward may sometimes motivate you to take action in a positive way, like by experiencing a wider variety of things than others.

However, fear's negative aspects can sometimes be more damaging than you realize. Living with fear not only prevents you from living life to the fullest; it can also have a significant negative impact on your energy, health, and your close relationships if not kept in check.

The good news is that you can face your fears. There are simple things you can do right now to see that recurring fearful thoughts don't keep you from living the life you want to live.

Did you know?

People who fear moving forward can be collaborative team players who may also be humble about their achievements. Unfortunately, most manifestations of your fear aren't as positive as this one.

Naomi, your ideal sexual partner is a Type 7.

A Type 7 partner can't really separate the feeling of love with the physical feelings associated with sex. For this reason, you can count on them being utterly emotionally connected to you during your sexual relations. The emotional depth is what makes them so different from many of the other types. Without a doubt, this is someone you can always rely on to be honest and sincere — and that's likely to be what attracted you to them in the first place.

Your Type 7 is someone who is worth building a strong foundation with since they'll be able to take you places you never knew existed.

Did you know?

Type 7s need to know that their sexual relationship is within the confines of a loving partnership. Once that is established, they can fully show how sexually creative and affectionate they can be.

Naomi, your Emotional IQ is 120.

This number is the result of a formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on Emode's Emotional IQ test. But your Emotional IQ score is much more than just a number: it's an indicator of success.

Research has shown that people with high emotional intelligence scores — not necessarily those with the highest IQ scores — tend to be the most valued and productive employees and have the longest and happiest romantic relationships.

So, where are you most emotionally smart? Your test results show that your strongest suit is perception — your ability to pick up on what others are feeling.

Because of this, you are unusually good at reading people's verbal and non-verbal cues. You're especially aware of the subtleties of people's actions, and can feel out the vibe of a situation better than many. That gives you and edge many wish they had. People with high perception skills like yours, however, tend to rely on them to the exclusion of others. As a result, they sometimes have underdeveloped abilities in other realms of critical emotional intelligence like managing emotions, empathy, and being expressive.

To truly excel in life and know how to relate to different people, you need to balance out the different kinds of emotional intelligence.

Research indicates that if people who are strong in perception can work to increase their overall emotional IQ score, they can prepare themselves to handle any interpersonal exchange with amazing skill — especially by learning to be empathetic and by being able to express what it is they are feeling or trying to say.

And the good news is that people who try to improve their emotional IQ have far greater success than people who try to improve their IQ.

Did you know?

Perceptive people are good at reading how other people are feeling.

True color: Blue

You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!

Aura: Gold

We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better color — a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too — all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.

Naomi, your values help make you a Resourceful Independent

You know that in this world you need to look out for number one. As a result, you're more prepared than most people are to do whatever is necessary to take care of yourself. In fact, you likely expend significant effort to see that your needs and best interests are met, so long as the actions are within your ethical boundaries. People like you typically feel strongly about following through on their promises, as well as knowing how to take either credit or blame when it is due. Overall, you're self-reliant and willing to take responsibility for your own welfare.

Who are you compatible with?

The values types you're most likely to click with — whether in business relationships or in love — are those types that most closely resemble your own set of values. As a result, people with the same type are usually the most compatible. But besides being with another Resourceful Independent, the two types that you most closely match with are Loyal Rebel and Responsible Friend.

Did you know?

Resourceful Independents are usually trusted by others to follow through.
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i was just talking to leah about how jag is a worthless lying ugly little piece of shit. why did i lock up that post? no clue.

leah needs to move closer. we have fun togetherrr. cept when she tells ugly guys in clubs that i have the hots for them, then they come up to me with a big ole goofy grin on their face, as she runs off to giggle. FUCKIN BITCH.

my hair needs to go.

whoa, i unlocked the post, and its not even on the page anymore. ive been posting too much. ohhh fuckin well.

neeeeed masaaaaaaaaaaaage, damnit. nowwwww.

fuckin, aye. i wish i were sleepy.

i just realized. cute guy at the shop is probably gay. i dont think he is, but that would be my luck. i should ask him, "HEY, HOMIE. YOU SWEET IN THE PANTS? no? oh. you got a giiiirliefriend? NO? can i be your bootycall? alright, meet you in the oven at 6pm".

funny, i shouldnt be posting all this considering collin could be reading it and telling his brother. shit, what if his brother has the fuckin url. hahaha. IM ONLY KIDDING!#$@!$#@! or not :oP guess ill know if he starts running away from me every time i ask him if he needs help with something :o\

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i dont think you know what pain is

awwwwwwwyea. my mom wants burger king, that means i get to spend her money on food since im the one whose gotta go get it. i gonna get me some chicken tenders, sourdough burgers, salad, french fries, ummm, hamburgers, and i dont know what else. it always comes to like 10$ for both of our shit, and im fed for like, a day or two. im all for burger king. im just glad its been so long since ive worked there, that no recognizes me. whats scary, is some of the same people are still working there. same position n everything. id say its because they dont speak english, but the fuckin manager who took my order last time could hardly. hahaha. freaky, selena just came on.

last time i went to the 99 cent only store, i bought these sunglasses that are so hardcore. like if i put them on in the house, i cant see. i wore them in the car on the way to work the other day, and didnt need to squint. it was so cool. theyre darker than locs, i think. what ever happened to my fuckin locs. think i got jacked, or stepped on them. thats more likely.

my mom is gonna be my hair bitch, like when i used to have her wrap it in jr. high. i know exactly what i want. i think for a while there i had bells in my hair. walkin around fuckin tinkling all the time. annoying is fun for me. like you havent noticed. mmm, bells.
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1 2 3 4
You got my number, you know what I need
And I go crazy, when ever I bleed
Won't you come over, I swear I'll be nice
My girlfriend told me, that you've left your wife

I've learnt to bribe, I've learnt to say please
Oh wont you lick the pavement for me
I've learnt to bribe, I've learnt to say please
I like you best when your on your knees

I know you're lonely, cause your just like me
Why don't you call me, you know where I'll be


Do do do do do do do do do do do [x2]


Do do do do do do do when your on your knees do do do do [x6]
Oh won't you lick the pavement for me [till fade].
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    bored bored

is it time to go back to bed, yet?

i bought one of those ice cream shakes, and it hurt my head. i was sucking on the straw too hard, i think. that was a while ago, and my head sill hasnt stopped hurting.

there are 3 lame canadians with things i want. i fuckin hate canadians. let it go, fuckers$#@!#$@!$#@!$#@

the clay i have, sucks ass. i hate this fuckin clay.

ive seen all my movies 1234678457897x.

i dont feel like masturbating.
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    bored bored


where am i gonna find me a maaaaan. where do the decent ones hang out. not online thats fo damn sho.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. IM SO GAWD DAMN FUNNY. THAT WAS POST WORTHY. HAHAHAHAHAHA. im so easily amused, and nice to boot. right, gera? :oP

so were makin a list of things to look for in men/people. right now were doin the icky stuff. things to look out for, cause it makes a disgusting man/person. hrm. this is good stuff. i dont even think i need a list of good, just bad. its the bad stuff im trying to avoid in people, im not tryin to be psycho ("hes gotta be have brown hair, and blue eyes") or anything like that.

this is what we have so far. this is also our cleaning house list. if you know anyone like this, boot em. itd probably be a good idea.

people who lie in any way shape or form.
people who whine a lot (whaaa, whaaa, whaaa).
people who feel sorry for themselves all the time (pity me, pity me).
people who are constantly trying to get other people to feel sorry for them (ive been put through sooo much).
people who are selfish (oops).
people who cant take responsibility for their own actions (i wasnt thinking. my friends told me to).
people who are lazy (im jealous of men with boobs bigger than mine).
people over 20 who follow any sort of trend or are part of any type nonintellectual "scene".
people who go to bars/clubs on a regular basis (especially over the age of 25).
people who thinks theyre hot shit in any way shape or form (im so smart. tons of girls want me).
people who are not trust worthy.
people who are not worthy in general.
people without balls, or a spine.
people who feel the need to brag.
people who dont practice proper hygiene.
people who smoke cigarets.
people who arent there when you need them.

im sure theres more, but my head still hurts. so i think wanna sleep, and gera isnt hellping me anymore >:o|

guys who aren't prepared to listen when you have problems
guys who are too concerned about looking manly that they won't give you a hug/kiss in public
guys who think with their dick more than they do with their head
guys who expect to always get sex and don't ever think emotionaly
people who are always expecting something in return for a favor instead of doing it out of love
people who aren't dedicated and won't give you their 100%
guys who don't cut their nails/shower/clean/are dirty/etc
people who try to make you feel inferior because you're a girl instead of treating you as an equal
guys who aren't dedicated and monogamous ( cheaters i suppose )
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