November 19th, 2002

shhh

cant sleep.

cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep. cant sleep.

did i mention my sex dream? i had some sort of sex dream the other day. i dont know who it was with, but damn he was good. i think he was wearing a suit. wish hed come back in to my dreams. why dont i know anyone like him in real life. whyyyyyyy$@#!$@!@$

think i might go out soon. i kinda want to, but it doesnt look like its gonna happen. if i do i sweeeeear this time i will get shit faced an giggle my ass off. ive been wanting to for sooo long.

if i had my own place. id have a party, and invite cute boy. hed show up, id be like "here, drink this. others will arrive shortly". *teehee*. must get my own place. IM JUST JOKING :o\

guess it was mr g0sh :oP

g0sh: "think he was wearing a suit. wish hed come back in to my dreams. why dont i know anyone like him in real life."
g0sh: I WEAR A SUIT

the sooner i could get to sleep, the sooner i could get to work tomorrow, get through the day, and go back to sleep. should have taken a sleeping pill. wish i had some fuckin weed.

hes gonna start stalking me. i can tell.

Bagamaagan: I know this sounds really weird, but I like your nose
xangelicdestinyx: hahaha
Bagamaagan: usually I mainly notice your eyes
Bagamaagan: although the whole structure of your face is gorgeous
xangelicdestinyx: thanks
Bagamaagan: heh, i get into IMing with you and being a spaz and since I don't see you I almost forget about what you look like.
xangelicdestinyx: youve said that 2312442344 times
Bagamaagan: oh... uh... ya

xangelicdestinyx: whyyy cant i sleeeeeeeep
Bagamaagan: because you are trying to avoid having dreams about me
xangelicdestinyx: there you go
Bagamaagan: hahaha oh ya that's right, I'm the one who dreams about you
Bagamaagan: unfortunately, it's always goofy shit like cruising around in submarines
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shhh

holy shit

so i take it 234124325245 lit candles is a sign. i just realized how many times ive gone to a guys house and when i walked though the door and the place has been covered with lit candles. i just figured they thought it looked pretty, n stuff.

ok, so like. i also just realized, for guys be prepared with that many candles, they must do that shit alllllll the time. hahaha. FUCKIN SLUTS$@#!#$@!!@!

HAHAHAHSDGHFSDFGASK$@#!$@#!$#!$@#!

so next time a guy lights candles, "no, youre gonna get some", and im outa there :oP
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shhh

sleep now, wake up early, go to work.

yes. that sounds like a plan. so once again, i have to say. work rules. i love *everyone* there. there is not one person there i dont like, in the least. plus, cute boy is either flirting with me, or *just* warming up to me. i cant tell. all i know is hes gotten playful. wait. either playful, or mean. hahaha.

so, this is how stupid i am. cute boy asks if i have a smoke. i only had one (that i was saving, in case i felt like cornering him while he was smoking). he was like, "oh, ok", but i was like, "come on, lets go smoke. ill share with you" so i get my purse and go outside. on my way out, i tell scott "lets go smoke". HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOO? ARE YOU STUPID, NAOMI!?! EVIDENTLY!$#!@!@#! so scott comes out and was like, "oh, you werent talking to me" and i was like, "yeah i was. lets smoke" so we did that for a min, then cute boy said he was good and left me with the rest of the cigaret. so, yeah. im an idiot :o\ oh, we were looking at this chick "lola ferrari" and i said "my ex-boyfriend would love her". of course, cute boy says "boyfriend?". im like, "EX".

DAMN ME TO FUCKIN HELL. 1. "boyfriend" is not a word i should have ever said to or anywhere near cute boy. 2 now he knows that i dated a disgusting guy. 3. i dont have a three. $#@!@#$!$@#!$#!$
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