November 25th, 2002



i was online all of yesterday being bored, so that lady couldnt get though. i was off for a while in the evening, but she didnt call. i supppose i could call her, but i dont want to. i wanna go to work$#@!$#@!$#!@

my poor face is all red. i got rid of most of the zits, but the ones i thought wouldnt be a problem, are gonna be. they hurt. stuff still in there. so thats pretty fuckin annoying. maybe they just hurt from fucking with them. nah, cause the others dont hurt the same. damnit. i dont wanna wear make-up.

hrm. i kinda dont wanna even wanna go to work. i do, but i dont. i hate when its slow. thats the worst. then when i offer to help chris, he says shit like "i wish my job was more fun" cause i seem so unhappy, but im just bored. slow is bad. oh, but its monday. so maybe it wont be.

i dont have anything to clean to wear today. guess its laundry time. coffee, then laundry.

whoa. my moms getting me drunk for thanksgiving. too bad she wont get me stoned.

fuck. i just know im gonna do my make-up here and its gonna look fine. get to work and under their lights its gonna look like crap, and theyre gonna be like "damn, she doesnt know how do her own make-up".

omfg. kill kill kill.
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    bored bored

i hate waiting

fuckin hate it. that chick didnt call. or did and the line was busy cause i was online. thats probably the case. evidently she doesnt have my cell number, cause it hasnt gone off. though, the thing is flakey. connie might have given her only my home number incase i didnt want her to bug me (shes weird. wife of the dircector. thats how she became dept head. we dont think she knows what shes doing, but its money so i told her she could give her my number). anyway, guess i wont be seeing her today, which is fine with me. though, i kinda did wanna look at the script.

so now im waiting for my laundry. still. my mom said shed do a load for me so i didnt have to go to the laundromat. i gave it to her at 9am. it only takes an hour to do laundry. for some reason im still waiting. i dont know why the fuck this is taking so long, but im fuckin bored and want to go to work already. i should have done it myself. i have to supervise, anyway so she doesnt ruin my clothes, like she did my bunny. she should just let me use the god damn machine, but nooooo "you dont live here".

took my piercing out. might leave it out. havent decided, yet.
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    aggravated aggravated

chicken parmesan

good stuff. thats fo damn sure. gooo mom.

work was slow. i was bored. chris is a sweetie. damn his girlfriend$@#!$#@!

i gotta find me another guy to like. there was this guy at the store who was staring at me, but didnt say nothin. i didnt have my contacts on, so maybe it wasnt a good type of stare. he was cute though. damn him for not talkin to me. damn everyone and everything, damnit!%#!@!!#$@!
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    full full