December 6th, 2002



so, like. im bored. there are things i have to do, but i dont remember what. hrm. figure out whats gonna happen with my insurance, get tires for my car, was thinking about going to watch one of the videos at school, also going to the other school to get my paperwork. i forget what else, other than clean and pack.
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    bored bored

hey look

its almost 4pm (my clock is fast) and i havent done shit other than make a few phone calls. surprise, surprise. wonder if ill make it out of the house at all today. doubt it.

what can i eat. i should be sitting around getting fat.
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    accomplished accomplished


at least i didnt *have* to do anything today. insurance and tires were the most important, and ive already figured out the insurance problem. tires can wait till the next time i leave the house.

ooo, and it works out perfectly. i can pay my insurance, without having to talk to my mother (ask her for a stamp) if i drive to the place when i go grocery shopping. then i just have to pay my creditcard bill, and im done with paying bills for the month (everything else is billed to the creditcard). woohoo.

i need more creditcards.
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    bored bored

good g0sh

xangelicdestinyx: dude my mom goes to the store
xangelicdestinyx: doesnt come home with food
xangelicdestinyx: comes home with chips
xangelicdestinyx: ive been eating chips since yesterday
xangelicdestinyx: im gonna barf
g0sh: :-(
g0sh: you want pizza?
xangelicdestinyx: yeeeeeeeah
xangelicdestinyx: bring me pizza
g0sh: it will be coooooooooold
xangelicdestinyx: nuke it
g0sh: id order you pizza from dominos or some shit like that, but i got no skrill in the bank....just cash on me
g0sh: even though im not your boyfriend
xangelicdestinyx: hahaha

i wanna go to the museum ( id say tomorrow, but i know i dont feel like doing shit. maybe next weekend if im not on my rag. go garden one day, museum the next. ill have new tires by then, and itll keep me away from the beeeeotch. ooo, i was just thinking about going to the garden stoned, but id get lost and never make my way back.

hope im not dying, since ive decided to take over n all. guess will know by the new year.

then i wanna go lacma (.org). i should do fun stuff every weekend.

wish i were rich. then i could do fun stuff alllll day, everyday. or sleep. whichever.
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    amused amused


im so sleepy. its really hard to stay awake, for some reason. funny how when i get home from work, i have to take melatonin to sleep. on the days i dont go, i sleep till noon and get sleepy by 8pm.

anyway, ive been in a bad mood for a while now. im thinkin maybe i need to get dressed up and put some make-up on. ed (behavioral specialist at a school i went to) always said that he could tell if i was gonna be a good or bad day for me, wether or not i got ready. if i was juts like "fuck it", i was gonna be pissy. if i got ready n shit, i was in a decent mood. so im thinkin, i should start forcing myself to get ready each day, and see if that helps. its not like i can really get dressed up for work, but im thinkin i could at least do my eyes. yesterday i felt bad cause scott kept asking me what was wrong, and telling me to smile. at least he didnt think i was pissed at him, or something.

i got a lot of bookmarks that i need, today. yay for the internet.

woohoo, just ate. you know what that means? night night.
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    sleepy sleepy


JP: I will unblock you one day
xangelicdestinyx: haaaahahahhahaha
Previous message was not received by JP because of error: User JP is not available.

did i mention, "HAHAHAHAHAHHAA!$#@!$@#!#!"?

hahaha. im still laughing.

damn, where is that hiedi. she said shed call after work, and she got off at 10pm. watch, ill pass out, *then* shell call.

collin: make me coffeeee
xangelicdestinyx: make meee coffeeeeeee
collin: ok ok ok
collin: come on over and I'll make it
xangelicdestinyx: tooooo faaaaaar
xangelicdestinyx: plus im lazy
collin: I know
xangelicdestinyx: hahha
collin: cuz it'd take like..oh man...20 whole minutes
xangelicdestinyx: hahahhahaha

what can i say. i wont budge.
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