January 1st, 2003


big lump o suck

i didnt do shit for new years. i thought i would, but when it came down to it i felt like i should stay home. dont know why. so i ended up drawing, watching dvds, and talking to some of your drunken asses. thank you to everyone who thought of me and invited me out. sorry i suck :o\ even elvis couldnt even get me out of the house. i was like fuuuuuck you, im stayin home. like i need to hang out with him and his pissed off girlfriend on new years. thatd have been nice. new years was ok, i just wish id have been stoned or something. i tried to smoke more resin, but it just boiled. the other shit was old and dry so it burnt. first lesson of 2003 :oP oh, i tried calling hiedi cause i havent heard from her since that day she was out drunk. i think she might be dead. she usually calls. im hungry. wish i was somewhere bein a tourist right now. thatd be fun.

lump o suck part two

i want a tv/vcr so fuckin bad, you have no idea. and a cd/mp3 player with a cassette adapter so i can learn stuff while in traffic. and and and. kldgjdfgjdfjhdlkhjdpjhpgfoh'[hgf[pjsdoufso;igopibgoigosigso;go;sdgu;sodugjso;dghso;ghso;igho;ighsoghoifgj. haaahahhahaha. shutup.


take my vitamins & exercise. try to leave the house more often. stop buying useless crap. make use of the useful crap. pay off creditcard. find me a boyyyfriend that doesnt suck. or at least someone i *want* to spend new years with. this year i couldnt think of anyone. that sucked.

justin: so yeah, mayo isn't bad with ramen
justin: I swear
xangelicdestinyx: thats foul
justin: sounds like it I know

xangelicdestinyx: i wont have new shit for years to come
xangelicdestinyx: i have too much to pay off
justin: marry a rich man
xangelicdestinyx: good idea
justin: I'm full of em

justin: You're light skinned latina?
xangelicdestinyx:: yeah
justin: I'd probably marry you then
xangelicdestinyx: mmmk
justin: you have to get a job first though
xangelicdestinyx: pffft
justin: and be a little nicer to me
xangelicdestinyx: pffft
justin: although, I will commend you... you've been nice to me lately
xangelicdestinyx: pffft
justin: I think it's out of sheer boredom and lack of adequate conversation
xangelicdestinyx: bingo
justin: none the less, I begun to start believing you're decent human
xangelicdestinyx: sucker

justin: your brain is twisted
justin: cracks me up though
justin: you're like me
xangelicdestinyx: har har
justin: we've got great minds but no motivation
xangelicdestinyx: hahahahahahaha

xangelicdestinyx: makes me miss jag
xangelicdestinyx: he was never as lame*
justin: haha
justin: ouch
justin: if I knew he'd read it, I'd post that in my journal
xangelicdestinyx: ill do it
justin: haha
justin: do it then

*i thought, "oh my god, even jag would have sense (<-- of which jag has 0) enough not to say something like that". so i said "makes me miss jag, he was never as lame" so justin could understand exactly how lame he is. justin is a rare type of lame you dont usually find in boys beyond the age of 10.

why the hell is elvis awake. no work today. hes a strange one.
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    cold cold

no reason

i wrote out this whole thing, but the point is my mom is a disgusting bitch. the end.

i still havent found that damn cord to the electric blanket. i really wish i knew where it is, cause im dying to get warm.

hiedi is alive. blah blah blah. stupid hiedi.

the water in the fridge tastes foul. i wonder if the bitch did something to it. im the only one who drinks it, and she was pissed at me yesterday.

my head wont stop hurting. i was gonna try to stay awake, but i wanna get warm. i hate being cold in my house. outside i can understand, but it should be warm inside. like my car.

i really dont like the taste in my mouth.
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    hungry hungry


its hard to be upset about anything these days, cause everything used to be so much crappier. i said all this would be ok, and it is. could be better, though. it will be.

i really think i should go on a mission for the cord to the electric blanket, even if i have to make a huge mess of everything. yes. ill make coffee, then hunt.

oh, it seems my mom did do something to my water, cause the water from the tap tastes so much better. i thought shed been too quiet lately. now i really have to keep an eye on my food, cause shes obsessed with murder.

mmm. coffee good.

last night i drew a man. he was supposed to look evil, but when i look at him i think "id do him". think im just attracted to evil lookin guys.

i like how my skin completely clears up just in time to go back to work, and get all fucked up again.

coffee is damn good.

colors make me happy. lots and lots of colors.

think the hair is gonna be gone soon. im gonna chop it off. yeeeeeah. chop, chop, chop.
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    blah blah