i havent really posted in a long time. what can i say, im lazy :o\ anyway, ive been thinking about moving, but i dont know if its gonna work out. ive tried leaving before, but that turned out to be a bad idea. im just worried if i move something bad is gonna happen again. if it does im totally fucked. at least last time i had some money, but now im broke. ill be sooo %110 FUCKED.the thing is i really, really hate it here and its not like i have any reason to stay. so why shouldnt i go someplace i might be happy. being here makes me sick.