im so glad i had jag switch the date to go spend the night with parents to tonight cause if i had to hear him explain to everybody that he has to goto work one more time today, i would have had to kill myself. anyway, he left a while ago and i think im gonna go spend xmas with kim... my mom called... i wish H was around :o\ this has got to be the worse xmas yet, hopefully tonight will be better. for some reason i thought xmas would be decent this year. oh well. im sooo late right now, ill call my mom back later. btw, anyone that wants to visit with me should do it soon.