the bills cant be paid for, so everything will probably shut off soon. we he got the "pay your fuckin water bill" note on the door today. ive been trying to get the heater to go on since last night. im not sure how long we he will have electricity. so if i dont post in my journal for a while, you know why. i used to think this was the type of thing that only happened to people who worked at burger king and had three kids. i was wrong. this is kind of thing that happens to people who dont have their priorities straight. "an alpha or bills... alpha.", a new knife, or bills... knife." a pack of cigarets, or food... cigarets.". he doesnt even care that i live here too. "theyre my bills, ill pay them if i want." sleep sounds good right about now, but i have things to do.