oh, i went to talk to my friend. shes all fucked up. its very sad. there is nothing more anyone can do for her now. im gonna miss her.
danny and dustin (people i knew from school) drove me home (yay, i suppose. cant use my freakin computer or anything, but im getting used to staring at the wall so i guess its ok and it sure as hell beats talking to "someone").
spoke to jag, aka "someone" (had forgotten i didnt want to do that anymore). it was a huge mistake, as you can imagine.
xangelicdestinyx: you cant lie to me
xangelicdestinyx: so just shut up
jag: do you think that i think you're stupid ?
xangelicdestinyx: there is no point
xangelicdestinyx: you are fucked up in the head
xangelicdestinyx: i keep forgetting
jag: could it just be that whats in my head wasn't exactly in line with what happened ?
jag: and if that is the case..
xangelicdestinyx: you are so fucked, i dont think it can be fixed.
xangelicdestinyx: you are nuts
jag: IS IT MY FUCKING FAULT ?
jag: and isn't what was in my head, kinda sorta like what happened ? maybe a little slanted, a little off
jag: but you corrected me, now i know
xangelicdestinyx: its pure bullshit
jag: it isn't me trying to lie to you though naomi
jag: its just whats in my head
this is my reminder that i dont want to do that again. ever. if i slip one more time, im gonna get it tattooed on my hand.
talking to tony about his wife(?!?!?!). last i heard he was heart broken over some other chick. crazy shit. looks like things are going much better for him this time. im glad.
eh. i need to lose weight, maybe.... nahhh.