i think i want to go to counseling again. maybe get some antidepressants or something. i could have had them all throughout school, but never wanted them. now that its gonna cost me big money to see a shrink and get meds, of course i want them.
hrm. no. i dont think i want to see a shrink. i think i just want the meds. i knew this one chick who was all depressed when she stopped taking her meds, she dropped a ton. as soon as she got back on her meds, she ballooned again. i want the happy part without the ballooning. i suppose i dont even need meds, i just want a quick fix. oh well.
oh god. i talked to fran yesterday and she was fuckin insane. she stopped taking her antipsychotics and sounded like she was spun out of her mind. it was kinda scary. she says she stopped taking them cause they made her feel sleepy. it told her dumbass to tell her doctor to lower her dosage. crazy bitch. now is not the time for her to be losing her mind.
i talked to danny too. hes funny. he seems to have turned in to just about every horny guy i know. it was funny to listen to him talk. he calls me bro to damn much. at least he has standards, though. ive seen some pretty cute skanky chicks want to hook up with danny for months and months. he just tells them to go away. hes good for the most part, just stoned too damn often.
jag: gnite honey
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