i think im getting sick. havent been feeling well since about 11pm :o\
im trying to get up the nerve to drive out to this store to get someones present. i could order it. which is what i should have done when i figured out what to get him, but im lame. and then id have to wait till he goes back to school cause i dont know how long hell be at his parents/girlfriends. its not like i havent driven out that far before, but driving still makes me nervous. so i only do it when i have to. sometimes i just drive around to try and get used things, but i always end up wanting to go home cause some car did something weird near me or i just started freaking out for no reason. i think i need a day with an instructor to go over everything. i wont be comfortable unless im sure im doing everything correctly. anyhow, i was gonna try and make something for him but i cant find the instructions, and i havent made that since i was like, ten :o\
on a semi-cryptic note... most people will never change. they will always be fuckin idiots who will always let the world fuck em in the ass.
oh, that headache i had the other day, went away all by itself. thats the first time that has ever happened. usually i just suffer utill i cant take it any longer.