and since i mentioned it, im not gonna be graduating on time. im done with all my testing, but my partner for our final project is a flake and didnt show up on friday. even if she does show up on monday, mrs.fry said that she doesnt want me to apply my piece to her. that i have to find someone else. i couldnt get anyone one for testing with weeks and weeks notice, there is no way im gonna be able to pull a model out of my ass for monday. im not even gonna bother asking. there isnt anyone to ask. no body cares enough about me to sit. just fuckin sit. they wouldnt have to do a thing other than sit. oh well. i know i dont have any friends. its ok, i dont mind. its better knowing that you dont have any friends, rather than thinking you do and finding out that you dont. thats the worst. so this time i need not forget. im gonna get it tattoed. not "you dont have friends, naomi" but something to remind me. i can wait till i have a place of my own so i can truly be alone. i dont want to be bothered anymore. i dont want to deal with people unless im getting paid to do so.
g0sh: i just need a sugar momma
xangelicdestinyx: me too
g0sh: i been looking
g0sh: been doing construction in the rich part of town