wheres hiedi. i havent heard form her in a few months. she gave me a phone number to reach her at, and i lost it. she said shed call me back the next day with her new cell number, and didnt. so now i cant stalk her down. what a shame. bet shes done something stupid and doesnt want me to know about it.
if all goes as planned i will be going out looking for something cool i can use in tonights shoot. getting my hair cut, then going to the studio. the model for the album cover got hurt, so were just gonna kill some time since he wanted to do a shoot with me anyway. hopefully ill be available when shes ready to shoot. hes got a few more weeks till deadline.
im huuuuuuuuuuuuuuungry. why am i even awake.
oh, ive calmed down a bit cause ive decided there is a plan for me. im pretty sure ill be eased in to whatever i end up doing. i doubt theyd just throw me on set and be like "dont fuck up". so im not too worried. ive been going over steps n shit like that so i dont have to be all "whats next?". ive only done this shit once before and i was walked through it so i didnt have to really memorize anything. im glad ive been reading cause already ive forgotten steps. while i was reading i was like, "ohhh, yeah. better not forget that". fuckin aye.
oh, yeah. could he be any worse at calling me back? i know hes busy, so ill quit bitching now. i know he doesnt forget. maybe "ill call you later tonight" means "ill call you eventually", and i just needed to figure that out :oP