Bagamaagan: I won't ask
hrm. havent been posting. lets see. shoot with colin was cool. shot till ~4am. then my car stared to freak out so i had to turn around and go back. when i woke up, i left colins, and went to get oil cause thats what i thought the problem was. turns out some fan thingy is lose and vibrating like crazy. oh well. my poor car sounds the way it looks. it was such a well behaved car until now.
what else... i cant think of anything until i got the rugburn on my face.
oh, yeah. i bought glasses. theyre gay, but i can see, and thats what matters. or some shit like that. its a good thing the glasses werent on when i got the rugburn.
someone also called my cell 3 times this morning from a payphone, i think. didnt leave a message. may have been hiedi. if it was LEAVE A FUCKIN MESSAGE NEXT TIME. sometimes my signal isnt strong enough to answer.
man, its a beautiful day out. im feeling sorta beat up and emotionless. i cant think of anything other than how nice it is outside, and how cute the birds sound cherpin n shit. i feel like i should be, mad, sad, or something. anything. numb is okay, sometimes. though, it gets boring after a while. oh well. good day thus far. maybe today should be a beach day. maybe its not numb that im feeling. i think its calm. its probably just bored. i dont give a shit days, rule.
damnit. i just got a call about a band shoot, and i think the position has been filled. i called the guy and left a message, but nothing so far and its at 5pm. oh well. their loss. haha, thats what im sayin :oP they better not call me at 4pm, and be like "ARE YOU AVAILABLE?"
oh, shit. im supposed to model for colin and eddie, still. i have rugburn on my face!$@#!$@#! i wonder how long this would take to heal. i wonder when is colins deadline for these pictures. i wonder if iits ever gonna stop burning. it just started burning again.
the glasses and rugburn.
also note the hair. ive never seen it so fucked up before.