there is nothing in this world that will make me get all dolled up, if i dont feel like it. i havent brushed my hair in days. halloween was the last time i wore make-up. i just dont give a shit. ill go out to clubs like this, even. who cares. i dont, why should anyone else. i remember when i used to be concerned. i used try to myself look pretty. like i was in competition, n shit. my friends were so pretty. fuck that. i like this way of living better. tis betta. no one will like/love me because of the way i look. no one ever has.