im scared to start cleaning, cause once i finish that, ill have nothing to do. im already sleepy. this always sucks, cause if i sleep, ill be up all night in the same situation. its times like this i wish i had a tv. or at least some more dvds. i havent bought a dvd since i moved to california. i wanna watch something i havent memorized all the lines to, damnit. i guess i could buy some crap ive been putting off, but i dont wanna. ive been trying to make my shopping list for a few hours now, and i cant finish it. im too damn bored and sleepy.